People must be retarded. They see that I have this website and they think "Augh, what a narcissistic fag". Don't that understand that maybe I'm not like that?

Let me tell you the story being this website.

My family has problems with depression. Yea, really, so does the rest of the world... but still, people can deal with them in unique ways. I'm not one to pop some pills. I just don't think that should be the solution for everything. I also never hope to do one of the "clinical studies". However, I still need SOMETHING.

Thus was born Joshissexy.com.

It's a way out.

Yea, it may sound kind of childish, but it has thus far proven very effective. It's something I'm proud of. It's something I can talk about. It's something I can go to when I'm feeling down, or feeling bored. It also helps me be an optimist rather than a pessimist. Instead of looking at everything I'm doing wrong and sulking in my own sorrow, I think of accomplishments I have made, and everything I have done that has made a difference. I look at what I have going for myself. Sure, it might not be much compared to some people, but at least it's something.

So all you other people out there, keep popping your pills. I hope they work for you. As for me, I'm seeking the alternative.